EXCERPTS FROM MY ROMANCE DIARY - THE DRAGON KING PART TWO

If you missed the May newsletter, here’s a quick recap: I feel called to share some raw and unedited “stream of consciousness” excerpts that were written 99% of the time upon waking and were my pretty much verbatim translations of the vivid dreams that came to me that night.


Some are steamy. Some are sweet. Some are emotional. Some are short. Some are long. Some are from the species world. Some are from other worlds. Some have more (lots more!) to the story and characters than the excerpt I’m sharing with you. And some of these stories may be written into a book and shared with you one day. ;)


April’s excerpt was called “Warrior God” and it’s short and S-T-E-A-M-Y!


May’s excerpt was Part 1 of what I’m calling The Dragon King


And now, without further adieu, here’s Part 2 of The Dragon King!


(PS: Definitely, go back and read Part 1 if you haven’t already or else Part 2 won’t make sense.)


I’m curious what you think of Kemal, Kiera, and the tiny dragon creatures! :)


The Dragon King

PART TWO

By M.C. Solaris

Author’s Note: I don’t actually know the heroine’s name yet. But I’m putting Kiera as I feel like this is right but it is subject to change as I write this story one day.


With that speed of a reptilian predator, all ten of the small creatures were suddenly standing at attention, hissing and growling, and shaking their tiny tails in an aggressive back and forth—releasing the slightest rattle sound like a snake.


Easily understanding their body language, her eyes went wide and she didn’t dare move a muscle…


“Kiera, what are you doing with the paxcilier pups?” Kemal’s voice held that alpha’s edge and the corner of his mouth was lifted in that sexy smirk of his—it was so slight that it was barely detectable though. Unless you were like her and had a borderline obsession with that very off-limits (and alphaly stubborn) mouth of his.


Instantly, the tiny creatures softened. Some began chuffing and turning in swift, small circles of excitement. Others began charging forth to pounce Kemal. And that aggressive tail movement was replaced with a sort of wag, like a happy puppy. The movement was so endearing and energetic that it even had their tiny butts wagging.


She realized their previous reaction was just because they’d been frightened by Kemal’s sudden and unexpected appearance. Plus, she’d bet they likely could feel that alpha power that all but pulsed off of him. Even so, it was clear they knew their alpha, same species or not, because Kemal was the king of these lands.


Her attention was caught by the almost foreign sound of his slight laugh. Honing in on the sound, on him, she watched as one two of the pups—the very first two, the bright blue and viper green ones—tag-teamed Kemal, crawling up his dark pants with the determination of a youth on a mission.


A part of her wondered if they were the young leaders of the pup pack.


Paxcilier pups, she silently repeated what Kemal had said. So they were just babies.


Again, her thoughts were wrenched away by that deep, strangely melodic, masculine sound that had every feminine cell in her body standing at full attention.


She rarely heard or saw anything from Kemal except his dominant commands—the commands of the dragon king. And yet, here he was, his chuckle on just this side of a laugh, carrying over to her eardrums like a sultry song.


With a faint gasp, her eyes widened at the slight traces of deep purple blood trickling down his arms. Those “kitten” claws were fully out and digging into his skin as they climbed up his body.


“What?” Kemal looked at her and his dark brows cranked together, framing those potent amethyst eyes that pierced into her.


“You’re bleeding.”


He looked down to where her eyes had latched onto as if he were oblivious to being used as a scratch post. His face returned to his perma-stern, half scowl and his voice was dismissive. “Just a scratch.”


For whatever reason, she wondered if the dragon pups somehow knew they could play rougher with him than with her.


She watched as Kemal picked up the blue one—the one who was just a hair faster than the green in the race up Kemal’s body—and he held it on his forearm and hand, the creature balancing with a natural grace. She winced a little as the creature also dug his sharp claws into Kemal’s skin to aid with it’s youthful balance.


Kemal bent his his head slightly, his silken, black hair falling across his forehead, and with an actual smile—not a stern half-tilt of the dragon king’s lips but an actual smile of a male looking at a babe—he looked into those big, blue eyes for a moment as if there was a silent conversation going on.


A slight trilling chuff sounded into the space a moment later.


Kemal chuckled once more, breaking eye contact with the blue creature only to give attention to the green one with his free hand.


“She’s quite jealous for affection,” he announced, scratching the viper green one’s chin, her eyes closing in pure bliss as she made more of those cute, purr-like sounds. “And shameless.” He chuckled as the female pup tilted her head back further to give him better chin scratching access.


Kiera sucked in a sharp breath as the green pup, still learning the laws of gravity and looked to have forgotten those laws while being pet by Kemal—understandably so—toppled over and began to fall.


“Careful, little one,” Kemal chuckled and immediately course-corrected the fall with his inhuman speed, catching the green pup with ease. “Good.” He butted his forehead with the blue one’s.


“What’s good?” Kiera asked.


“He held firm in place even with my sudden movement.” His amethyst eyes met hers and as always, seemed to bore deep into hers and pin her to the spot with their intensity. “Their future alpha should have strength and quick reflexes.”


Future alpha. She looked at the bright blue one again as if with new eyes. “He was the first one who approached me. And then her.” She indicated to the green one.


“Unsurprising. He’s always getting into something and she’s”—he scratched her chin again—“never far from him. These two troublemakers are attached at the hip.”


Kiera smiled.


“But,” he said, his piercing gaze back on hers. “It’s unusual for the rest of them to play.”


Kiera’s brows knitted together slightly. “But they’re all over you.”


“Not me. They know who I am to them. I’m their alpha. It’s instinct.” His eyes seemed to appraise her with something she couldn’t quite understand. “Paxciliers are highly intuitive and instinctive. And it’s unusual for them to accept strangers so quickly, especially non-dragon shifters.”


There was a brief pause and she didn’t know what to say, seemingly struck dumb as those eyes held hers and were calculating with thoughts she couldn’t comprehend.


“Where’s their mom?” she blurted out, almost unable to hold that gaze any longer.


His face darkened to a lethal edge. “The enemy pack captured her.”


Her heart squeezed. “Can we get her back?” She hugged the violet one in her lap closer to her and it began that trilling purr in response.


“No.”


Her anger rose. “What do you mean no?” Her tone came out sharper than it probably should with the dragon king. “They need their mother.”


“I know.”


She could tell he was holding back a growl, holding it back for the pups, who all seemed to be able to sense his shift in mood all of a sudden. He took two large breaths and then said in a less charged tone, “She’s dead. She died from the emotional heartbreak from being separated from her pups so soon after birth.”


“Oh my god.” She blinked rapidly, hoping to placate the tears that sprang to her eyes. “I hope whoever did it is dead.”


It was a cruel statement of violence but surely whoever committed such an act with these intelligent and emotional creatures deserved death.


He looked at her for a long moment, as if he wasn’t expecting such lethal words from her. Hell, she hadn’t expected it either but it was the truth.


“Why?” She kept her tone calm for the pups but she wanted to scream for them. “Why would they take her?”


Again, his sharp alpha eyes were watchful before he answered. “Paxciliers are rare, ancient creatures. Secretive and mainly keep to themselves. But in the wars of the past, they were highly sought after, mainly for defensive detection. In many ways they’re resilient, can live in many climates. And specifically when they choose a place for birth—which is rare in itself—they use their instincts and intelligence to find a place they deem to be the safest within a reasonable proximity.”


He paused briefly. “When my second in command first saw her on our lands, I thought he must’ve been mistaken. I flew out to see for myself. Sure enough, he was right. I’m still surprised she let my second see her and then let me find her.”


There was a short break in his words before he continued, “They aren’t sentient, can’t communicate as you or I with language, but she wasn’t aggressive when I approached. And I immediately let her know in the ways of animals that she was safe here on my lands and I would protect her and her young.”


His jaw flexed with such deep angered emotions and he looked as if he had to force himself to take a breath.


“I failed her.” There was such depths of pain in his eyes at the broken vow that it made her chest ache. “But I will not fail her pups.”


“It’s not your fault,” she said. “What happened to her is not your—”


“It is my fault,” he cut her off with that dominant arrogance. “It is my burden to bear. I’m alpha of this region. Everyone and everything in it is my responsibility.”


The weight of his words were so heavy, it was almost crushing. Such a burden to bear.


“Maybe she knew,” she said softly, trying to ignore the pain in her chest.


“What?”


“You said they’re highly intuitive and instinctive,” she continued gently. “And that they basically live anywhere. No offense, but then why did she choose here? When there’s the growing tension with the enemy clan? And where did she come from?”


He remained silent, that alpha gaze locked on her like a laser point.


“So, why here? Specifically, why YOU, Kemal?” She paused. “Maybe she knew. Maybe that mother dragon knew something was going to happen to her and that’s why she let you find her and approach her. Maybe she knew you were the safest ones for her pups and that you would protect them.”


He looked as if he were going to say something, likely refute what she said but then he seemed to think about it for a moment. Finally, he said, “We’ll never know.”


A baby hiccup sounded out from the blue one and it coughed up a puff of black smoke.


Her eyes bugged. “They breathe fire?”


There was the faintest tug at the corner of his lips as he stroked the blue one’s throat in a soothing gesture as if akin to rubbing a baby’s belly for relaxing relief.


“Only the alpha’s.” He looked at her and then the empty bowl next to her. “Did you feed them?”


She bit her lips and then smiled innocently. “They asked nicely.”


He chuckled. “For them to feed from you is a sign of great trust. I was the only one who could feed them for the longest time after their mother.” Dark pain flashed across his features. “They only just started to allow my second to feed them recently. And that’s after he tried everything, even their favorite treats. And even then, they’ll only eat it if he stays a short distance back.”


His eyes seemed to appraise her even more carefully and the sight of how the pups were still crawling all over her and practically cuddling with her even now.


Without warning, the one on her shoulders somehow managed to balance on her head. Then the tiniest of roars sounded out, which turned into a yawn, which turned into it losing its balance due to its weight tilting to one side.


She quickly reached up and grabbed it, bringing it safely in her lap. She scratched its chin as Kemal had done with the green one. Almost instantly, it curled up and fell asleep with a trilling purr.


“Their father,” she asked tentatively. “Do you know?”


He shook his head. “Their species is the kind where the father is not a part of the raising.”


“Like bears,” she noted.


He nodded. “But it’s not unheard of for their fathers to track them down after the birth sometimes. It’s unknown why.” There was something in his eyes as he watched the pups for a second. “Come. We’ll put them in their nest for a nap.”



Copyright © 2021 by M.C. Solaris


Author’s Note: Okay, I think that’s a good place to end the glimpse of Kemal, Kiera, and the cute paxcillier pups! I hope to write their story one day soon and I’ll be sure to keep you posted when that day comes! :)

PS: If you haven't tried the Orion’s Order series, you can dive in at Calypso’s Heart (book 1) and then immediately continue on to Rhyker’s Key (book 2)!

M.C. Solaris

❤️Lover of love

✍️Storyteller of love

🔪Weapon of choice: love

✨Channeler of Orion’s Order

🧜‍♀️Author of epic Paranormal Romantasy escapes

linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

Book Cover Updates - Dust Jackets & Ebook Covers

Check out this IG Live Video where I share the Orion’s Order Dust jacket covers as well as updates to the ebook covers (which subsequently is a cover reveal for Deacon’s Star! ;) )

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

EXCERPTS FROM MY ROMANCE DIARY - THE DRAGON KING PART ONE

***THE DRAGON KING PART TWO CAN BE FOUND HERE: https://mcsolaris.com/new-blog/excerpts-from-my-romance-diary-the-dragon-king-part-two ***

If you missed the April newsletter, here’s a quick recap: I feel called to share some raw and unedited “stream of consciousness” excerpts that were written 99% of the time upon waking and were my pretty much verbatim translations of the vivid dreams that came to me that night.

Some are steamy. Some are sweet. Some are emotional. Some are short. Some are long. Some are from the species world. Some are from other worlds. Some have more (lots more!) to the story and characters than the excerpt I’m sharing with you. And some of these stories may be written into a book and shared with you one day. ;)

Last month’s excerpt was called “Warrior God” and it’s short and S-T-E-A-M-Y!

This month’s is long—so long (about 3 thousand words) that I’m going to split it up into likely two parts in this and next newsletter.

I’m curious what you think of Kiera and the tiny dragon creatures! :)

The Dragon King

PART ONE

By M.C. Solaris

Author’s Note: I don’t actually know the heroine’s name yet. But I’m putting Kiera as I feel like this is right but it is subject to change as I write this story one day.

Also, I need to briefly set the scene for you: 

The heroine is sitting on outside stone steps (possible second or third story high) in a private part of the castle. There are lush/tropical type of foliage and trees surrounding the steps, offering some shade to the warm sunlight.

She has managed to sneak away from the party unnoticed with a bowl of salad, some fruits, and trail mix.

She is thinking about things and her gaze drifts off into the trees. Suddenly, something touches her hand—the one holding the bowl of food—and she just about jumps clear out of her skin.

Looking down… she froze.

She was met with huge reptilian eyes of brightest blue. Well, huge in relation to the head and body. She blinked as the creature’s nostrils—like a horse: round and large—flared as it’s snout got closer and sniffed her hand again.

Those big, blue eyes kept flicking between her and the food.

The creature was like an adorable, tiny dragon with delicate wings. And despite being compared to the ancient, fire-breathing creatures from fantasy stories, the only big thing about the creature before her was those big, curious eyes that held a youthful air. The cute thing was the size of a house cat—it even had four legs with toes tipped with claws. And it’s reptilian skin held a patterned color scheme of bright blues, something akin to a rainforest reptile.

Clearly, it wanted food.

“Are you hungry?” She smiled.

Her voice seemed to startle it—the creature freezing for a split second, just as she’d done when she first discovered she wasn’t alone.

Those big blue eyes looked into hers as if it were trying to understand what the two-legged alien creature was saying.

Her smile grew wider with warm affection. “Let’s see.” She looked at her bowl. “What would you like?” For whatever reason, she plucked one of the creamy nuts and set it on the stone next to her.

Those nostrils flared several times in quick succession as it practically sucked it up like a vacuum. Then it struck, quick as a cobra—so fast it actually had her momentarily pause at the lethal beauty of the strike—but then she saw those big, almost innocent eyes on her as it gobbled up the offering.

The creature seemed to be the master of puppy dog eyes and was clearly not above begging.

She laughed quietly to herself so she didn’t scare the tiny thing. “What about fruit?” Placing a particularly juicy and sweet piece on the ground, she smiled as it did the sniff then gobble thing again.

“So, what else—”

With her heart suddenly jumping into her throat, her amused question was cut off with the feeling of something else at her other side. Her head whipped around to see another one of those same creatures sniffing her leg. Well, at least that’s what she thought it must’ve been doing before she apparently startled it with turning her head so fast.

This one had the same anatomical structure as the other but it was patterned with bright greens and viper green eyes to match.

“Ah, so let me guess. You were waiting back until that one checked out the weird, two-legged alien and determined the coast was clear, huh?” She smiled.

Soon, she was surrounded by several of the adorably tiny dragon creatures—like a huge puppy pile. They were on her legs, arms, and one was even on her shoulders. She’d long ago given up all the food to the creatures—a fair trade in her eyes.

And once the food was gone, the curious creatures seemed fascinated with her and those circular flared as they sniffed her—her hair, her exposed skin of hands and arms, her clothes. And the one on her shoulders bravely leaned in to catch the scent of her breath a couple of times.

“You sure are curious little things,” she chuckled, trying not to move too much as she didn’t want to startle them. Although, they clearly seemed a lot more comfortable with her now being that they were all over her and pulling a Dora The Explorer.

She felt the one on her shoulders—a vibrant violet color—test the taste of her hair while a gorgeous citrine-colored one pawed at the fabric of her pants. It’s claws were sharp and they were sure doing one hell of a number on her pants but those tiny knives didn’t break skin. It actually reminded her of a kitten still learning and discovering how and when to detract their growing claws—claws that one day would be able to inflict serious damage.

Huh. The thought had her looking at the creatures' cute, little pot bellies and those big, big eyes paired with their playfully curious nature. Just as she was wondering about their age, she jumped out of her skin for the second time—or was it third? And okay, fine, a stereotypical feminine yelp may have escaped too.

With that speed of a reptilian predator, all ten of the small creatures were suddenly standing at attention, hissing and growling, and shaking their tiny tails in an aggressive back and forth—releasing the slightest rattle sound like a snake.

Easily understanding their body language, her eyes went wide and she didn’t dare move a muscle…

Copyright © 2021 by M.C. Solaris

Author’s Note: To find out what startled the heroine and the tiny creatures, you’ll have to keep an eye out for the next newsletter! (UPDATE: The Dragon King Excerpt Part Two is can be found here!).

PS: If you haven't tried the Orion’s Order series, you can dive in at Calypso’s Heart (book 1) and then immediately continue on to Rhyker’s Key (book 2)!

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

I am a Storyteller

I am a Storyteller

I am a storyteller.

That phrase (mantra and affirmation) has been on my desk even before I first woke up and started writing Calypso’s Heart or any of the Orion’s Order books.

That phrase was in the context of being a women’s health coach and shamanic practitioner.

And because of this background of mine and truly being a dedicated and passionate healer at heart, I would say that my storytelling is unique.

You see, on top of my background with studying and practicing all things women’s health—from the practical to the very woo-woo, I am also not a “trained” writer and I didn’t go to school to be a writer or even take writing classes. I’m just a woman who woke up one day and began writing the stories I started to see in my head.

And because I haven’t gone to school to be a writer, it may not follow the “writing rules” but that’s okay as I am not writing to fit in any box “that sells” or of “that’s how it’s supposed to be.” I am writing what I see playing out in my head like a movie and I just do my absolute best to translate it into reality and do the images and scenes I see justice to the best of my ability.

And I want to share a little secret with you... I believe the stories I write (or translate) are more than just stories. Sure, they are entertaining and they have laugh out loud moments but I believe they are so much more than that. I believe these stories are healing. I believe these stories contain powerful lessons. I believe these stories help you on your journey as you navigate through this thing we call life. I believe these stories contain sacred lessons about life and love and relationships. And I believe these stories hold a certain vibration or energetic frequency of love that you may feel when getting lost in these stories.

Try not to get caught up if I got too woo-woo there for you for a second. What I’m trying to say is that I believe these stories are so much more than just fictional and fantasy stories.

You see, sometimes I feel like our world has forgotten about the power behind storytelling. Storytelling is sacred. Storytelling is magical. Storytelling is healing. Storytelling is powerful.

Storytelling can conjure emotions and bring things to light that you may not have realized or may have not seen in that way before.

And I feel like it’s a part of my life’s mission—my soul’s mission—to help re-enchant the world through the sacred art of storytelling. By sharing stories that help you on your journey in some way. By sharing stories that help you heal through a situation. By sharing stories that help you be seen, felt, heard. By sharing stories that help you in your loving relationships—including your relationship with yourself. By sharing stories that inspire you, encourage you, lift you up, help you believe in yourself, help you believe that epic love does exist, help you believe that, hell yes, you’re worthy of that epic love too!

So, you see, I am a storyteller. And I am truly honored to be able to share these powerfully healing stories with you.

They’ve changed my life for the better and I can’t imagine who I’d be without them. And I just hope that they help serve you in that way too.

So if you want to hear and feel these stories that I believe were passed onto me so I could share them with you and our world then I invite you to grab your favorite drink and get all comfy and cozy, maybe light a candle, and enjoy story time!

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

Author Reflections: New Moons and Publishing Calypso's Heart

Author Reflections: New Moons and Publishing Calypso's Heart

As a part of the recent new moon in Aries this past Sunday (PS: The Aries new moon is the start of an astrological cycle in itself—I kind of like to think of it as an “astrological new year”), I’ve been doing a lot of reflecting about the past 12 month cycle.

Naturally, I thought about publishing Calypso’s Heart because it was a humongously life-changing event and my first official (well, publicly official) steps into the world as M.C. Solaris.

And then I thought about how I published Calypso’s Heart with a new moon as well (July 20th, 2020). That was no coincidence either. I remember looking at certain dates for publication and remember wanting to coincide the date with the lunar cycle since that’s kinda how I roll in my personal life too. So, just made sense to have a release with the new moon.

Anyway, I went all the way back to my social media post that day and felt called to share what I wrote with you again because I know I needed to hear this message again and so I’m sharing it here in case you also needed to hear this and be reminded that you totally got this and to keep forging your path ahead even when it gets tough or unexpected roadblocks appear.

Okay, so here’s what I wrote:

***

Broadly speaking, new moons are a time of new beginnings. It’s the start of a new lunar cycle. Restart. Recollect. Refresh. Rejuvenate. Remember.... So, naturally, officially launching with the new moon felt aligned to me.

“This July New Moon is a great time to become aware of the things and beliefs you are doing that are holding you back from living your best life.

Very often, we are the ones that are in our own way. Very often, it is a little habit, a fear, or a voice of doubt that keeps us playing small and in a limited mindset and state of being.” — Forever Conscious

Want to know a secret?

I was (still am) *terrified* to be birthing this book into world. Yup. True story. I poured my heart and soul into Calypso’s Heart. And publishing CH is such a vulnerable experience. (Hell, even this post is a little vulnerable!).

The fears that have come up for me during this entire experience have been next level. From writing, to editing, to beta reading, to publicly announcing, etc.

So today’s new moon vibes involving being aware of the fears that may be holding you back from doing the damn thing and doing it big, feels timely.

And I wanted to share this to hopefully encourage you to carry on, forge ahead, and continue to put one foot in front of the other—in spite of fears, beliefs, and behaviors that may be holding you back.

You got this! I believe in you!

XO

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

Author Reflections on Clearing, Purging, Releasing & Forgiving

Author Reflections on Clearing, Purging, Releasing & Forgiving

Excerpt from the April 2021 Newsletter

What a wild past 2 weeks!

I don’t know about you but the past couple weeks have been an unexpectedly wild ride (that full moon in Libra though lol!) with a very prevalent theme:

Clearing. Purging. Releasing. Forgiving.

Literally in all areas of my life—emotionally, energetically, physically.

I finally started that diet I’d intended to start back in January with the new year and shed 6.5 pounds so far—yay!

The flare up of an old injury that had resurfaced since last November finally made giant healing strides. Hallelujah! I was finally able to go to the beach for the first time since this injury circled back around. (PS: Where’s body healer extraordinaire Aleia when you need her?).

And because of this and not being in constant pain (side note on pain: Isn’t it a funny/strange thing when the pain “moves” in the body? I take it as a sign of healing in my body, so I welcomed it), I was finally able to clean my apartment *and* even cleared out the shower drain that had been flowing slowly because of my hair. Oh, the not so glorious side of long hair—who can relate? Lol!

Another thing on the physical side of things is my skin. Boy has my skin been breaking out and talking to me like crazy! So, I invested in a couple new skincare products and have been trying out a new routine (Hello, acid peels and Retin A with a resulting skin “purge” lol!). Again, it’s only been like two weeks, but I swear I can already see and feel a difference! And if the angry acne breakouts weren’t enough, I’ve had a couple “random” appearances of hives—very small, nothing crazy uncomfortable or anything (Benadryl gel to the rescue! ;) ).

***Edited To Add: Wow! After I wrote up this newsletter, I’m now back in here to add another thing that came outta left field. For the first time in my adult life (and in my memory as I don’t remember if this happened when I was young), I have an ear infection. It is seriously painful as all hell and the infection was progressively getting worse (and kinda quickly) so I went to urgent care yesterday afternoon (PS: I totally would’ve gone sooner if I knew it was an infection! I thought it was just a painful pimple and would naturally run its course—see above about the acne thing lol). Turns out, the reason I couldn’t hear anything (or that everything was seriously muffled) was because the ear canal was so inflamed that it was swollen shut. No wonder the pain is like next level lol! Anyway, back to the regularly scheduled programming. ;) ***

And then on the emotional front... Well, let’s just say it’s been *emotional* Lol! Seriously though. In my personal life, I’ve reconnected with my mindfulness/spiritual practice and have been diving deep into releasing meditations—releasing old “wounds”, patterns, self-limiting beliefs, fears, and unhealthy/unhelpful emotional attachments to people, places, things. (Can someone say Hoʻoponopono? PS: Feel free to Google this practice of releasing/forgiveness. Highly recommend and there’s probably a zillion articles/YouTube videos to guide you through the process if you feel called.)

And finally on the writing front—because that’s kinda why you’re here lol!

Releasing expectations. Let me repeat that: Releasing expectations.

Writing book four has been a wild, emotional journey! Not only because of the storyline itself but also because I’m still learning and growing as an author and still discovering my style and groove so to speak.

Story things aside (#nospoilers ;) ), lately, I’ve been gently reminding myself to release expectations and let go of how I thought it should/would go. Like how I “should” write everyday and how many words I “should” write per writing session. PS: Some days I don’t write at all because I’m just not feeling it—you can’t force creativity!—and when I do write, sometimes I write less than 500 words and sometimes I write 4+ thousand. (Oh, how I love these days so very much! I also kind of have a writing hangover afterward too lol!) Really, it just depends on if the words and creativity is “flowing” that day.

And on the note of word count, I’ve been shedding the worries and fears that have been coming up around this book with things like it “being too long” and if I “should use a different word because, wait, didn’t I just use that word in the paragraph before?” Instead, I’ve just been writing—writing it all, anything and everything, and then once the first draft is done, I can begin the fine tuning (editing) process and smooth whatever needs smoothing.

I also have been letting go of the expectation of how I thought the storyline would go. By book four, I’ve “seen” so many scenes that I already kinda knew a lot of what was going down and I feel it’s my job to rearrange and put the scenes together in a cohesive order. But of course, I have *not* seen everything—by far. So, I’ve been learning to relax a bit as I let the story that wants to be written, be written! It’s how all the other books in the series were written after all. So, who am I to attempt to put my human mind around the creativity that wishes to flow through and in a certain way?

Like today—well, technically, yesterday as it’s 3:17 am at the moment. (Yes, a very very common time for me to wake up from sleep and jot down words!), what I thought would be one chapter is now three (lol!) and I wrote a scene that I hadn’t seen before. It was unexpected and yet naturally flowed from my brain to the paper and, well, this is hard to say because it’s literally impossible for me to choose, but I think it might be one of my favorite scenes of the book. I won’t give any spoilers but the growth and development with the character was so touching to me that it really hit somewhere deep and I totally cried.

Okay, I’ve shed many a tear while I write these stories (and welcome it because, to me, it’s such a beautiful thing to be so emotionally connected to the characters who’ve nestled their way into my heart) and foresee myself continuing to shed more as I continue to write. But this scene... yeah, no spoilers, but it landed somewhere deep. Then again, there are many scenes in this book that really reached into the depth of my heart and soul. And maybe that’s why it’s been such an emotional journey to write this story.

So, one final thing to add to this releasing recount: Saying goodbye to the fears and negative thoughts that’s been circling around in my head, taking up precious space, and rapidly multiplying over time.

Fears and negative thoughts about the stories (all of them—books 1 through 4 and even those yet to be written.) Fears and negative thoughts about my writing. Fears and negative thoughts about what the hell I’m doing with my life with writing stories (lol!). So, I got real with all of it. Faced each of those thoughts head on. Called BS on their lies. Said buh-bye to them. And then chose to think new thoughts, positive thoughts, uplifting thoughts that reinvigorate and reignite.

PS: This isn’t a “one and done” type of thing. As Dr. Keena Oliver, expert mind and spirit healer, reminds me: healing is circular and cyclical. So, those fears and negative thoughts may come up again and each time I have the choice to identify them, call BS on their lies, and decide to think the new, positive thoughts.

And now I’m reminded of words of a total badass mystic philosopher and source of inspiration and wisdom:

“Watch your thoughts, they become your words; watch your words, they become your actions; watch your actions, they become your habits; watch your habits, they become your character; watch your character, it becomes your destiny.”― Lao Tzu

*bows head respectfully*

Okay... Whew! This newsletter is kinda long lol! Who’s really surprised though? ;) I mean, it’s me, M.C. Solaris, author of massively epic love stories filled with all sorts of gems of healing/relationship/life lessons… and of course, sexy shifters, hot vampires, and intriguing immortals!

By the way, I’m sharing all of this with you because I hope my healing journey helps you in some way…

Gives you permission and courage to release, purge, let go, clear, and cut ties.

Gives you strength to keep going and be the light in the darkness.

Gives you inspiration to reconnect back with yourself and your dreams and desires.

And helps to reignite your passions!

Happiest of spring to us all and here’s to shedding what’s no longer serving us, waking up from the healing slumber of winter, and emerging into the light renewed and revitalized!

I send so so so sooo much love to you, fellow romance reader and lover of, well, LOVE!

XO

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

EXCERPTS FROM MY ROMANCE DIARY - WARRIOR GOD

I feel called to share some raw and unedited “stream of consciousness” excerpts that were written 99% of the time upon waking and were my pretty much verbatim translations of the vivid dreams that came to me that night.

Some are steamy. Some are sweet. Some are emotional. Some are short. Some are long. Some are from the species world. Some are from other worlds. Some have more (lots more!) to the story and characters than the excerpt I’m sharing with you. And some of these stories may be written into a book and shared with you one day. ;)

The one I’m sharing today is called “Warrior God” and it’s short and S-T-E-A-M-Y!

I’m curious what you think! :)

Warrior God

By M.C. Solaris

He was truly a gorgeous creature crafted in the image of a warrior god. Strong, toned, muscular.

He pulled my body close to his, wrapping my leg around his waist. And the visual of his warm skin of illuminated cinnamon pressing close to the lightness of my own, sparked arousal to life, as if it had been waiting for this moment, for him.

As he slid into me, sheathing himself in one stroke and filling me completely, pleasure like I’d never felt before ignited deep within me. And only crested higher and higher as we moved and danced a sensuous duet of sunlight and moonlight.

“Cassius,” I breathed.

“Ellawyn,” he answered back, our rhythm staying strong, steady.

“I’ve never... oh, god... I’ve never felt...” I could barely even speak with the immense pleasure rocketing through me with his every thrust.

He didn’t say anything but a deep groan, as if he too was completely lost and swept away in the erotic ecstasy we’d conjured and created.

His strokes quickened and quickened until we were both almost frantic to reach the peak, to crest and fall into oblivion.

Copyright © 2021 by M.C. Solaris

Author’s Note: Whew! I told ya it was steamy with a side of extra steam lol! But if you’ve read the Orion’s Order series then you know I write fog-up-your-glasses steamy romances… ;)

PS: If you haven't tried the Orion’s Order series, you can dive in at Calypso’s Heart (book 1) and then immediately continue on to Rhyker’s Key (book 2)!

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

"A" for Effort - Author Reflections about Persistence and Practice

In this video, I share some of my recent author/writing reflections about persistence and practice and... manicures!

***Highlight*** Keep at it! Whatever it is--nails, writing, art, cooking, sports, etc. Stick with it and keep practicing and learning and in time you'll look back and see how far you've come! 😊✨

***Question*** What was something you recently tried for the first time and would give yourself an "A" for effort? 😊💕

PS: Wowww I just realized there’s a typo and I spelled “effort” wrong LOL! Whoopsies! 🤪🤣 although I kinda like the look of it with 2 R’s 🙃😉 looks more symmetrical that way haha 😜

TRANSCRIPT:

Take a look at the 1st time I ever did dip manicure (Jan 6th) vs. my 6th time doing a DIY dip mani (March 19th)...

So I have no idea how I went from laying in bed and feeling super emotional/all over the place (hello full moon!) to looking at pictures of my past diy manis but as I laughed at my 1st valiant attempt of a dip mani, a thought struck me...

If I continue to write more, will my writing skills improve just as much as my dip mani skills have improved as I continue to persistently practice (and bumble a little) this dip mani life?.

Ok it was kind of a random thought but not wholly out of the blue as I have been doing a lot of reflecting about Calypso’s Heart and Rhyker’s Key (and even Deacon’s Star plus what I’ve written of book 4 so far).

I just started listening to the Rhyker’s Key audiobook chapters (like proof reading/listening) and as I hear the words I wrote and the story I shared, I find myself cringing and saying/thinking things like:.

“Oh my god did I write that?”.

“Why did I word it that way?”.

“Hmm, maybe I should have edited that out?”.

This same thing happened when I listened to Calypso’s Heart too and I imagine this may be a part of the lifelong author journey I’ve embarked on.

For whatever reason, it kind of reminds me of how professional sports players (or even how my sister, dad, and I growing up with high school basketball lol! Shout out to my dad who literally attended and video taped every single game!). Anyway it kind of reminded me how professional sports players watch the recording of their game to see what plays they executed well or what moves or skills they could improve on or what needs more practice.

When I listen to the audiobook, it’s this sort of “after the game” recap and reflections where I can identify things I liked and things I’d like to improve upon.

And as I laid in bed (lay... lie? I swear that verb is like my arch nemesis lol). Whatever. So as I was laying in my bed looking at my A for effort 1st dip mani, the parallels of my author journey presented themselves like a total light bulb moment.

Back in January—three months ago?—I remember watching a couple video tutorials on how to do dip nails and then I was like, “I want ombré red and black and then ombré white and black.” (The gold sparkles was an “in the moment” inspirational decision lol).

And then after having this desire for ombré nails, I went out on my balcony and... did it.

Yup. They look pretty dang terrible 🤣 but the thing that struck me as I reflected back on it was how even though I was completely brand new to “dipping” and super rusty with manicures in general (hello quarantine and having naked nails the whole time lol), I had a vision in mind and then I just... did it. I bought the dip powders and tools and did it.

Again, the results are... well, now that I’m looking back, I can laugh but like I said I’d give myself an A for effort. And even though they really weren’t all that grand, I showed off my mani to my boyfriend and then my sisters who all were supportive and yet we acknowledged it wasn’t my best work lol (that’s a topic for another day—having a support system that simultaneously lifts you up while being honest and truthful).

Okay, so what the heck does this have to do with writing?.

Well, I realized how similar this process was for me when I first embarked on the author journey.

When I first started writing, I literally just woke up one day in January back in 2019 and started writing the characters and stories that just popped into my head unexpectedly.

Sure, at that time I’d recently rekindled my love of reading and had read a fair amount of paranormal romance books, but I didn’t know what I was doing! But just like with the ombré nails, I had a vision and I just dove head first into the author life and started writing.

I literally had never written a novel or story in my life. The only writing I had done was essays for school assignments and that’d been years and years ago (and wasn’t even for a writing class or anything).

So I didn’t know a damn thing about writing novels—literally I had no idea what I was doing. If someone had asked me about plots, or pacing, or character development, or Point Of View, word count, editing, formatting, publishing, book cover designs... literally all the things, I would’ve scratched my head and been very confused at the foreign terms and concepts and expectations and “rules.”

All I knew was that I did my very best to write the vision I saw in my head onto paper.

So, just like the very first dip manicure I did, Calypso’s Heart may not be my best work (same goes with Rhyker’s Key, Deacon’s Star, and yes even the current book I’m writing) but I’m hoping that my writing skills will only get better each and every time I let the words flow onto the page... just like the improvements and differences I see from my first ever dip mani to my most recent. (And you can see why it’s no mystery why I’m a little traumatized to attempt ombré again lol).

Okay, so I wanted to close this with a huge heartfelt thank you to you. For not only choosing to take a chance on calypsos heart (and rhykers key) and diving into the species world with me but also for being on this author journey with me. For being there for calypsos heart (my first dip mani if you will) and for hopefully being with me as I continue to learn and grow and write more stories! Thank you thank you thank you!

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

Want Your Name in a Future Book? Contest

WANT YOUR NAME IN A FUTURE BOOK?

I know you do! ;)

Or maybe you’d like to surprise your reader bestie and have their name pop up in a future book.

Either way, I'm doing a super fun contest where the winners can submit a name to be used in a future book!

PS: I can’t say in what capacity or context the name would be used for (a person, place, thing, etc.) but it will somehow be woven into a future story. :)

DETAILS HOW TO ENTER:

STEP 1: GET CREATIVE

Create a graphic, video, reel, etc. that has to do with Calypso’s Heart or Rhyker’s Key in some way. The sky’s the limit!

Snap a photo.

Draw a picture.

Record a video.

Create a collage.

Act out a scene.

Sing a song.

Dress up as a character…

Whatever your creative bookish heart desires! :)

STEP 2: POST ON SOCIAL MEDIA

Post your creative masterpiece on social media!

Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, Tik Tok, and/or Goodreads.

You can post on all of those or just one—up to you. ;)

PS: I will likely be sharing your posts on my social media in some fashion too!

STEP 3: SUBMIT ENTRY

Submit your entry into the contest by completing this entry form here.

DETAILS HOW TO WIN:

There will be 3 winners.

The winners will be determined by the top 3 posts with the most likes.

Side note: Honestly, I was a bit torn on the number of likes being the determining factor. Mainly because I wholeheartedly believe that art and creativity can’t be measured and beauty is in the eye of the beholder. But in the spirit of simplicity and for the purpose of this contest, I’m thinking it’s okay to use the number of likes.

ADDITIONAL DETAILS:

Contest Start: Open now!

Contest Deadline: March 10th, 2021

Please feel free to contact me at mcsolarisauthor@gmail.com if you have any questions!

GOOD LUCK & HAPPY CREATING!!! :)

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

About The Author Reading - How I Get Out Of A Funk

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I've been in a weird funk lately (a la 2020, writing roller coaster, and good ol' mercury retrograde because no can't forget about Merc ;) ).

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Some things like: 

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Self-doubt.

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Self-criticism.

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Self-limiting beliefs.

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...and many more have been on my shoulder whispering lies in my ear. Sometimes I can brush them off and carry forth like no big deal. Sometimes though... those insidious effers get their fangs in me and put up a strong fight.

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Yesterday, the narrator and I found out there's been another unexpected delay with the editing/production phase of the audiobook. At this point, I am not certain if the audiobook will be live on 10/31.

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PS: 10/31 is Halloween AKA Samhain and a blue moon/full moon AKA.... ummm WTH was I thinking when I thought that'd be a good day to publish??? The answer: I wasn't. I wasn't thinking at all. LOL.

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Anyyyywho, so I've been in this weird funk and then I got the news about the additional delay with the audiobook production... and I literally sat down at my computer intending to write some some more of book 4 and literally didn't write anything because it was as if the characters knew I just needed a time out... And you know what I did?.

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Leaned into the chaos.

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Yup. 

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I leaned into that mother effing roller coaster ride. I went to the beach. Witnessed the end of an epic sunset. Walked on the beach with my toes in the sand and my lungs filled with that sea salt air. And then a song popped into my head. "My Fault" by Imagine Dragons. It was the beginning of the song that says, "I took a walk on a Saturday night, Fog in the air, Just to make my mind seem clear. Where do I go from here?".

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So, I immediately whipped up my Spotify and began listening to that song which then turned into me putting on my high vibes only playlist (AKA "Marina Manifesting Mindset"). And then you know what I did?.

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Danced!.

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Yup. I totally danced on the beach by myself at night in the half-moon light like a straight up crazy person on drugs at a rave.

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There weren't a ton of people there but there were still some Friday night beach moonlight stragglers. And at first, I felt that feeling of "I need to tone it down and not go full out" (basically dim my light) because of the peanut gallery. But after a few songs in, I decided, eff it! and I just started dancing and not giving a flying fig if people were watching or judging or criticizing or whatever. I danced and twirled and skipped and jumped and spun and stumbled and laughed and cried and ran through the ocean water after dark. 

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It was freaking amazing. Liberating. Epic. And incredibly healing.

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Afterward, I realized two things:.

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First, the symbolism. The symbolism of the fear of judgement, criticism, etc. from others (hello, to how vulnerable publishing Calypso's Heart feels). The symbolism of those whispers that have been dimming my light lately. Last night while I was full on crazy beach moonlight dancer, I feel as if I had some epic breakthrough, cutting through the chaos and getting back in touch with my core and my true north.

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And the other thing I realized was how I've lost touch with one of my go-to rituals to get myself out of a funk: epic playlists and dancing at the beach! (Because, you guessed it, that was not the first time I've done the crazy dancing at the beach thing and surely won't be my last). But I've been so caught up in the chaos and everything that I fell out of touch with a practice that is so healing and honestly kinda crucial to my mental, emotional, spiritual mindset.

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Okay, so that's my Friday night story. And to sum it up, dance like you don't give a fig if people are watching or not.

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****And now, I'm curious, do you have a go-to ritual or practice that helps you get out of a funk?****.

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I'd love to hear about it in the comments!.

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

About The Author Reading - The Emotional Writing Roller Coaster

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Hi! MC Solaris here, paranormal romance author of Calypso’s Heart. 

So, in case you don’t know this about me yet, I try and keep it real in all things that I do. And this means me being an open book. (Yeah, I just had to slip in that book pun because duh). Soooo in the spirit of being an open book, I felt called to open up a part of me and share something that feels a bit vulnerable.

Okay, so here it is: Today is one of those days as an author where I’m basically feeling like allllllll the right side of this Tangled meme.

So far, as I write each book, I’ve noticed I experience this crazy emotional writing roller coaster where I basically cycle through this mem many, many times. And oftentimes, I find myself on the right side of the photo during the early stages of writing a new book where it’s a bunch of chaotic scenes and pieces in my head that looks like one of those thousand piece puzzles all spread out over the table. I know all of those pieces fit perfectly together to make up this complete puzzle of some pretty and well thought picture. But at the moment, it’s a thousand pieces of a daunting (and exciting) journey.

And when I find myself on the right side of this photo, those negative thoughts of fear and doubt whisper to me that “I suck” and “I’m not a writer” and “I’m not doing the story or characters justice” and that “I’m effing this up.” And that I should basically quit and let the “real” writers write books.

And I’ve also noticed another layer as I write each book too—the pressure! The pressure to make sure the book is as good or better as the last one. The pressure to make sure to do the story and the characters justice. And again, the pressure to not eff this up to the point where I get angry mail from readers saying how I ruined the story and the characters.

It’s actually kind of paralyzing.

And it’s strange because whenever I used to hear the term “writer's block” I used to think it was because the story dried up. But I think I’m starting to realize the deeper nuances to that term and how the “writers block” that I experience is not because the story dries up—because I can assure you the story is very much there, waiting for me. But rather, it’s because of that pesky combination of fear and doubt. (Again, cue self-limiting thoughts I previously mentioned.)

So, as I’m writing book 4, I feel like the characters and the story are more complex, which to me also means the higher the stakes and the higher the chances there are that again I’ll eff this up and totally crash and burn.

I guess I’m sharing all of this to not only give you authentic behind the scenes glimpses into my newbie author journey but also because I feel like this emotional roller coaster can apply to other things in life too, like pursuing that lifelong dream or even crushing that short term goal. So hopefully in me sharing this today, you’ll know you’re not alone and that I do believe in you.

Yes, I’ll repeat that: I. Believe. In. You.

So, here’s to showing up even when you’re feeling those dips in that roller coaster ride because I believe just as there are the dips there will also be those glorious highs and vibrant feelings that also remind you why you’re doing the thing.

Okay, so that’s it for my random Saturday afternoon ramblings and I’m curious to hear your thoughts on this in the comments and if this resonated with you at all.

PS: now I’m about to head to the beach to watch the sunset and soak in some much needed beach therapy while listening to Calypso’s Heart audiobook. Oh and if you want to get an update on the audiobook release then I’ll be sending an update in my newsletter that’s going out this Monday. So be sure to hop on over to the link in my bio to get the newsletter in your inbox.

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

About The Author Reading - How Was Calypso's Heart Born

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So, I was sitting at my desk with my story outline I’d been working on for years and a brand new, blank Google Doc page and—

*cue the record scratch sound effect*

Although that may be the way many books were born, that is so not how Calypso’s Heart was born… not in the least. You see, I was never “in the closet” about writing. I didn’t write in secret at night after work (and maybe drunkenly get the courage to anonymously post short stories on some blog a time or two). I didn’t harbor my story and character ideas notebook close to my heart (or rather, in the safe at the back of said closet). Hell, writing paranormal romance stories (let alone publishing them) wasn’t even a tiny blip on my radar. Seriously! Sure, I’m an avid reader of PNR and love it but it wasn’t in the realm of my conscious mind to write PNR.

So, how exactly was Calypso’s Heart born then?

This may sound weird but the honest answer is during the January 2019 super blood moon eclipse, I literally woke up and began writing bios for my imaginary friends (AKA the characters that were suddenly in my head introducing themselves and sharing their world with me). And as soon as I started writing, I couldn’t stop. The words and scenes were just in my mind, playing out like a movie and I decided to write them down. This is how Calypso’s Heart was born. This is also how the other books in the series were born (which I’m working on publishing as soon as possible).

So, I wasn’t an “in the closet” writer taking creative writing classes at night (or any kind of writing classes, in fact) and honing my craft for years. I’m just a person who woke up one day, saw a new dream, was over the moon excited about it, and decided to just go for it. And I’m sharing this because if you’re reading this (thank you :) ) and you wake up one day with a new dream or desire, don’t be afraid to see where it takes you. Who knows what you’ll birth into the world.

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

About The Author Reading - Book Cover Designs and Going Against The Grain

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So, if you haven’t figured out my now… I’m sort of a rebel. I do my own thang. Go against the grain. Walk my own path. You get the picture. 

And shocker, not shocker, this also applies to all of the Orion’s Order book cover designs. Yes, all of them.. Well, books 1-4 at least. Because, yes, I’ve already seen what they’ll all look like and have since like the beginning. LOL. For books 5 and beyond, I’m not sure yet but I know, I’ll know, when I know… that’s not confusing or anything. LOL but let me explain...

Since the beginning, not only did I know but boy did people sure make it point to let me know that the book cover design for Calypso’s Heart does not match the market and is not genre appropriate.

Well, eff that. 

Not saying that market research and all of that stuff that I wish didn’t come with the territory of being a self-published author, doesn’t have it’s value and place. Because it most certainly does. (And side note, you mean there’s more to being an author than just writing the stories? LOL oh how naive I was in thinking that at one point haha ;) ).

Anyway, back to the “not genre appropriate” covers of Orion’s Order series. You see, and I’m sure you’ve actually seen, that romance covers often have people on them. And specifically for steamy romances, they have half-naked, muscley male, situations going on. And for paranormal romances, just throw in some sort of supernatural elements that tie into your story. And there you have genre appropriate covers. 

Now, I’d like to share where the cover for Calypso’s Heart (and all of the covers that I’ve seen for that matter) came from. Well, I actually don’t know where they came from-other than that crazy place inside my mind where these stories are too. But I remember the exact moment I saw the cover in my mind.

So, I was at the gym, on the stair master, doing my stepping thing and I was also on the phone with my sister… naturally, because yes, I am that lonely and awkward person in the gym on the phone. But no, I am definitely *not* that annoying person on the phone in the gym that’s loud as hell and where everyone can hear the conversation whether they want to or not.

Anyway, I digress… again… back to the cover. So, I was stepping, I was quietly talking to my sister, and I remember saying something like, “I still don’t know what the cover is going to be for Calypso’s Heart.” 

And then I kid you not, immediately this image popped into my head and then I just knew that was the book cover. I saw the golden wolf eyes. I saw the heart necklace. I saw the black background. And then I described it to my sister and wrote it down. 

Literally, didn’t make that up. That’s how the cover came to be. Well, with the help of the amazing LJ at Mayhem Cover Creations. She’s done such an amazing job putting up with my crazy ass and bringing the images in my mind to life and making them that much better with her artist’s eye and graphic design talents.

So, there you have the mini backstory of how Calypso’s Heart (and all of the book covers) came to be. 

Now, I’m curious … What are your thoughts on the cover for Calypso’s Heart? When you first saw it, did you like it? Was it meh? Was it eye-catching? Intriguing? Terrible? Not genre appropriate? LOL Whatever it is, I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments. 

Talk soon! :)

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

About The Author Reading Video - Don’t Be Afraid To Say, “Fudge The Rules!”

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In this video, I share my “secret sauce” to character development process in Calypso’s Heart.

So, what’s my “secret sauce” to character development in Calypso’s Heart?

The honest answer is... I don’t know.

Now, I’m sure that’s not exactly the answer you were looking for. And I’m also sure that’s not the “proper” way I should start off with writing this blog post. But something about me that I believe is a direct reflection in my writing style and process is that I often say, “Fudge the rules.” Okay, maybe I don’t exactly use the word for the delicious sweet treat (because why would I taint such a divine gift from the Gods? ;) ) but I think you get my point.

The thing is, I didn’t go to school to be a writer. Hell, I’ve never even taken a creative writing class or anything to do with writing classes either. The only thing I know about writing is from writing those boring as hell essays in school growing up, where I spent a ridiculous amount of time learning MLA format and that cursed reference page only to be thrown the biggest curve ball of my freaking life when in college I was told to write yet another boring essay about who in the hell even remembers or cares about but make sure it was in APA format (shout out to Purdue Online Writing Lab and lots of caffeine).

Anyway, my point is my writing process, including “character development,” is probably not the norm. I didn’t just sit down one day with a lifelong dream, too much time on my hands, and pent up creative energy, and say, “I’m going to write a paranormal romance story” and then proceed to plan the plot and strategize the storyline and characters.

In fact, I wasn’t even planning on ever being an author, let alone publishing paranormal romance (PNR). Sure, I’m an avid reader of PNR and love it but it wasn’t in the realm of my conscious mind to write PNR. Until one day during the January 2019 super blood moon eclipse, I literally woke up and began writing bios for my imaginary friends (AKA the characters that were suddenly in my head introducing themselves and sharing their world with me). And as soon as I started writing, I couldn’t stop. The words and scenes were just in my mind, playing out like a movie and I just wrote them down.

This is how Calypso’s Heart was written. This is how the characters were written. This is how the “character development” was written. (PS: This is also how Book 2 (Rhyker’s Key) and Book 3 (title not yet revealed) were written).

So, I don’t have any specific ingredients to give you as to what the “secret sauce” for the character development in Calypso’s Heart is. But what I can share is that I believe in following your own creative process and your own creative compass (that creative True North that’s inside of you and I believe is guiding you). What works best for one author, may not work best for you.

And if I may leave a parting thought to all of this, it would be to follow that True North, trust your instincts and intuition, have faith in your desires and dreams, and don’t be afraid to say, “Fudge the rules!”

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

About The Author Reading - What The Hell Am I Doing With My Life? ;)

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Hi, MC Solaris here, author of Calypso’s Heart, Orion’s Order book 1. And here I am in video number 2 in the About The Author Reading video series.

And I am again doubly terrified to record today’s video. Not only because duh I’m once more facing my fears of being in front of a camera but also today, I felt like sharing that my birthday is on Monday August 31st. And it’s my golden birthday! Woohoo! And you know, I’m only mildly freaking out that I’m turning 31. NBD, right?

So, as I was writing about what I wanted to share today, it kind of got a little deep and personal. But hey, what else is social media for if not to air out some of your deepest and darkest personal thoughts? Right? Right. 

Okay, well, I’m not actually going to go into the dark abyss of emo thoughts… But I am going to share some thoughts that have been swirling around in my mind considering it’s been another solar rotation in my astrological birth chart. Shout out to my fellow virgos out there.

And maybe you’ll relate to today’s video. Or maybe you once felt as I do now… Or maybe you’ll find out that I’m a little crazy and you’ll stop following me.

But, here it is….

What the hell am I doing with my life? 

Yup. That’s the big ol’ question going on in my mind lately. I’m about to be 31. I didn’t finish those last five or six college classes that would have earned me my bachelor’s degree. 

I’m not married. I don’t have any kids. I’ve been working in the same industry since I was 18. And no, my job doesn’t really align with my soul but don’t get me wrong, I am super grateful for it because it supports me and allows me to feed my addiction with ridiculously expensive organic foods and treats as well as allows me to continue to spoil my three kitty fur babies endlessly. 

Okay, so when I find my thoughts drifting that dangerous vortex of self-doubt, self-worthiness, self-limiting beliefs, and a bunch of things that essentially all tie back to fear, I try to stop that train in its tracks and flip the script. 

So, instead, I’ll answer that scary as hell question head on. What am I doing with my life? 

Well, I’m enjoying myself. I’m enjoying myself as I’m writing these stories. I’m enjoying myself as I go on my beloved beach walks. I’m enjoying myself as I spend time with my ride or die boo thang and our three kitty fur babies. And, yes, I’m enjoying myself when I overeat all of those super yummy, organic foods. 

And then I’ll just start listing all the things that I’m grateful for. All of them. From the small things, like being grateful for this morning chocolate drink situation I’ve been obsessing over lately. To the big things, like being grateful for the health of myself and my loved ones. 

And then at some point in this epic gratitude list reminder, I usually end up thinking about this Rumi quote. 

“Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray.” 

I love love love that quote so much for many reasons, but especially because it reminds me that sometimes I can have these plans and goals, but to me, what’s really underneath those, are feelings… like excitement. Happiness. Love. Joy. Peace.

So, even if I have no idea quote on quote “what the hell I’m doing with my life” on some level, I’ll know I’m on the right path when I’m following Rumi’s sage advice by allowing myself to be drawn by that strange and sometimes inexplicable pull of the things that bring me love, joy, and peace.

Even if it’s not what I thought it was going to be or how it was going to look or not even something that was on my radar. It doesn’t matter. Because what does matter is that feeling inside—that feeling of love, joy, and peace. And those things that help bring those feelings. 

Okay, so, I did warn you this was going to go a little deep and a little personal. But I wanted to share it in the chance that someone else may be feeling the same as me and maybe finding themselves tiptoeing down that vortex of negative thoughts. And if that’s the case, perhaps maybe that epic gratitude list and that seriously amazing quote from Rumi will help you as it does me.

And to that point, when I set out on this About The Author video series journey, I thought the videos would be about… oh, I don’t know… things about my books or author life. But hey, I’m listening to that strange pull inside of me and for whatever reason, it wanted me to share about this today.

Okay, so that’s it for today’s video AKA my diary entry apparently. And I want to ask you, what the hell are you doing with your life? I’m kidding.

But really, I would love to hear what you think about this video, about that Rumi quote, if you’d like more of these About The Author Reading videos. And if you have any particular questions or topics.

Okay, I can’t wait to chat with you! :) 

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor

About The Author Reading - Feeling The Fear And Doing It Anyway

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Hi, MC Solaris here, author of Calypso’s Heart, Orion’s Order book 1. And I’m thinking about starting a video series that I’ll call an About The Author Reading.

To kick this whole thing off, I thought I’d share a fear of mine: this... as in, being in front of a camera, especially a video camera.... AKA exactly what I’m doing right now.

FaceTime. Zoom. Speeches. Or being that person randomly called on in class during that anxiety-inducing Popcorn Reading activity. You name it, and I freeze up like a deer in headlights and turn into the most awkward turtle ever lol.

Okay, so what I’m getting at is this, I’m not an actress who’s trained to be in front of a camera... a camera I swear that is like a giant eyeball staring at me lol

But what I do feel comes naturally to me is writing...

So, naturally, I wrote down what I’d like to share today. And now you know why I’m reading from these notes like my life depends on it. And you’ll likely see me reading from my notes in all of my videos.... hence me calling this video series an About The Author “Reading.”

At this point, you may be wondering why am I doing this video series then?

Because I wanted to.

It seems counterintuitive. But sometimes the things you want to do are also things that can be scary to do.

So, I knew I wanted to do these videos. I knew I wanted you to get to know me a little bit more. And hopefully, in return, I’ll be able to get to know you too.

But every time I thought about recording a video, I clammed up.

Then I asked myself, is there anything I can do to help make me more comfortable when doing these videos?

And the answer just sort of came to me. Writing. Writing down what I’d like to share and then reading it like it’s straight up story time and I’m reading an excerpt from a book.

Did it absolve the fear completely?

No. My racing heart and sweaty self are proof of that lol. But it did bring the fear down to a manageable level, to a point where I’m like, okay, I can do this. I can read what I wrote and hopefully not make a fool of myself and end up going viral with a caption that says, “Woman Who Was A Fainting Goat In Her Past Life.”

Okay, to wrap this up, I want to ask you,

Where in your life are you holding back from doing something you want to do because of fear?

Is there anything you can do to help feel more comfortable when doing that thing?

I’d love to hear from you in the comments (or even in my inbox if leaving the comment is too scary... Miss Major Introvert over here gets that one completely lol although, seeming as this video is all about facing your fears like we’re Harry Potter facing the boggart, I’d encourage you to drop a comment. Besides, there may someone else who watches this and then reads your comment and feels the same way as you and then who knows, you may even become like internet BFFs or something lol.)

Oh, and, let me know if you’d like more of these About The Author Reading videos And if you have any particular questions or topics.

Okay, I can’t wait to chat with you! :)

M.C. Solaris

❤️Author of massively epic love stories

🧜‍♀️Creator of emotionally satisfying fantasy escapes

✨Healing thru storytelling

✍️ Channeler of Orion’s Order

https://linktr.ee/mcsolarisauthor